here fishy fishy.

Untuna- As good as it looks.

Now, my hometown is a small town, surrounded by water. It's at the end of the highway, and I mean the end. When giving directions I tell people stay on the highway until you hit water and you've made it. Knowing that, you can probably understand why the two restaurants closest to me are called the Red Skiff and The Fish Shack. My uncle was a lobster man [lobsta if we're getting authentic] and was perpetually a nice dark shade of Italian from his year round days with the sun reflecting off the ocean. Growing up, my dad was a captain on a whale watch boat. He likes to tell stories of how they would block off the pilot house and let me sway with the ocean in my rolling activity center [ it took … [Read more...]

beyond expectations.

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“Nobody's perfect. We're all just one step up from the beasts and one step down from the angels.” ― Jeannette Walls, Half Broke Horses  I've been trying to figure out how to get back here. Back to this place of sharing, of responsibility. I've been lost. I'm still lost, but I think I found a compass. It's been so long since I've been here, writing, holding myself accountable. I've said it before, have you missed me? I think when I start to veer away from what I think I should be I panic and quit all together. Well here I am. I'm holding myself accountable. I haven't been eating vegan, or even vegetarian for that matter. I've been eating crap, a lot of sugary crap. My mood, my body, my … [Read more...]

Amazeballs

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Oh how crazy and wonderful this life is. That's if you make a conscious decision that it is, and I have. The past few weeks have been a crazy whirlwind of amazeballs, here let us discuss. I ran my first 5k a week ago [Thursday June 28th 2012, just making a mental note]. WAHOO. I'm SO not proud of my time [36:08], but I crossed the finish line and I wasn't in a stretcher so I'd say goal accomplished. A friend from work ran it with me and was very kind and slowed her pace to stay with me. I ran the [very hilly] race in my Vibrams not having even crossed my mind that I wouldn't be running on dirt [always running in the woods], I'd be running on pavement [I never run on pavement] and might need … [Read more...]

Chickpeas and the Winner.

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So I'm moving next weekend. This means lot of boxes filled with things I don't have the heart to throw away, the urge to fill my empty refrigerator and eat something other than cereal, and a whole lot of stress. I don't know about your neck of the wood, but in mine it has been damn hot, which hasn't helped my to-do list get checked off any quicker . These hot days make me dream of family gatherings with grills going and afternoons naps on the porch after sun soaked days on the beach.  So I scoured the pantry. Chickpeas, that's it. Yes, my pantry is in serious disarray, it's quite pathetic, along with everything else in my apartment right now. Chickpeas were my main ingredient. Awesome, I … [Read more...]

Lick the bowl!

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So I've been crafting my little heart away all day, and I'm making terribly slow progress. Where I had intended to finish at least five lanterns, I finished one. Oh well, no use in hating on myself, I was very easily frustrated today [ day five of quitting smoking {this is when I usually revert to my toxin consuming ways}] so I am giving myself a break and instead of telling you all about my wonderful crafts I will just have to tell you about my new favorite frosting. It's amazing. It's delectable. It's lick the bowl good.  You know exactly what I'm talking about. It's the type of frosting that.. "oops I accidentally [on purpose] squeezed frosting onto my finger, ill have to eat it" and not … [Read more...]